A day in ones life.

It’s been forever since I’ve been on here! Well a lot has gone on in the past months and I can’t say it’s been horrible but it’s been no walk through the park either. Im still having issues with friends due to my lack of communication and their obsessions with their boyfriends/girlfriends. But I am happy again which scares me a little. Last time I was this happy I ended up getting hurt and I promised myself I would never allow myself to feel that type of pain again. But I am gonna enjoy this happiness. School is almost over and I can’t wait. I’m finally graduating!! It’s crazy and then in august I’ll be off to college. Life is starting to really come together for me. I’ve had a lot of people loose faith in me and doubted me when I would set goals. Well I’ve reached those goals. Everything I had set my mind to has been accomplished. I’ve learned that in life you don’t need people behind you to make it. As long as you have faith in yourself and have a positive attitude towards things you will make it even if you’re all alone. I don’t show or say it as much as should but I love my friends and my family. They may push my buttons even piss me off but without them I would have no body to prove wrong or make proud.

It’s every time I see your face, hear your voice, feel the warmth of your body against mine. It’s every time I go to bed with the hopes you’ll be waiting for me in my dreams. It’s every time my heart drops when I see you with your girlfriend. It’s every time I shed a stupid little tear. It’s every time my heart breaks, when I realize that I am still madly in-love with you.